Tuesday, October 27, 2009
I did not do well for English and the other subjects this year. I knew it was a very difficult year, but i still couldn't settle my heart to work hard for the subjects. My mind is all about DRAMA, DRAMA and DRAMA, not even a size of a dirt of studying in my mind. i tried, i did tried to study, but nothing went in, even if it did went in, i couldn't express them well when comes to exam or tests. However, it is all because of the distractions from my surroundings. After meeting the Vice Principal, i saw my parents disappointed faces, i just couldn't;t help by blaming myself, why didn't i study hard, why must drama be so nice, so attractive. i so hope that studies, English can be even more attractive than drama. Today, I Ng Shu Ling would just stop watching drama till the O level is over. (Lord, please help me overcome this, Amen)